The emptiness I felt unto the world was unbearable. Not caring if I died right then because I felt there was nothing else to live for.
All the bullshit I went through in those four days in the hospital, no one should have to feel.
To this day, my heart has never been the same. It's as if someone took a piece of myself from me forever. Maybe because that's what happened...
My heart hurts from remembering... But I wouldn't trade it for a thing.
I Love You, And I Mean It,
Birth-Mom
