Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Grandpa Bob

This is your Grandpa Bob! He's my daddy! Hes a really cool guy. He loves guns, camping, family time, and anything outdoors. He loves you so much. he may not be happy with the choices i made but he loves you. you came into this world fora reason. well, anyways he loves you!! 

Love you, And I mean it,
Mom

This is a Photo of your Auntie and Uncles, and Grandma T!

This is a Photo of your Auntie and Uncles, and Grandma T!
(Left to right) Uncle Austin, Auntie Cara, Me, Grandma Tanya, and Uncle Tyler!
We love you darling(:
Love you, And I mean it,
Mom
I was just reading on your parents' blog. I was reading from the posts back in October 2012, your daddy wrote to you about how excited he is to shoot hoops with you or play dress up with you. How he ended the entry was "I hope we find  you soon!" When I read that last sentence I bursted into tears (that are still flowing). they are happy tears, because they've found you. Their miracle is coming to them! I cant imagine the  excitement your mommy and daddy are going through right now  it has got to be one of the happiest moments in their lives.

Just remember darling, you're perfect in my eyes. I love you. Youre a miracle! Im going to go now because i cant stop crying and its getting hard to see the computer screen(:

Love you, and I mean it,
Mom

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

you're a special one

I found out I was expecting a baby on September 12, 2012. It was the scariest moment of my life (don't take that personally). The first person I told was my brother' s girlfriend. She really calmed my nerves. a little . The next day I told my mom. She flipped out . I don't blame her. I can't image the thoughts that flooded her mind . Some people my age (14) would probably abort . I would never consider that. Adoption was my #1 thought when I found out. And no,  it's not because I didn't care about you. You are my world. It is because I care so much for you. I want the best for my baby.


    Although it didn't sink in that I was pregnant until a few weeks after the first ultrasound. I knew that I needed to do everything I could to keep you safe and healthy. I found your parents on a blog. Well, Grandma's friend showed us the blog . The day I found it I was so excited. I almost immediately knew they were the  ones(:
They were perfect.


Love you, and I mean it,
Mom